Saturday, March 7, 2015

The great delivery part 2

My boyfriend and dad decided to leave so they could go get my stuff and my mom something to get better with after breakfast. "hurry back the baby wont wait for you. "
Francine my sister in law arrived at the hospital not even 15 minutes after i called. One thing i have to say, she is always reliable. Bradyn my nephew runs in the room straight to me he was looking around he got on the bed and started listening to my belly "baby" he says "yes baby." i smile "So what did the docters say?" asks franky "im at 51/2 its taking forever it seems like i dont want to go home again" I Had already been to the hospital with an almost delievery 3 times they kept sending me home. 

My boyfriend and dad still hadnt been back yet "ugh i want to smoke a cigarette and where the fuck is my man" i sigh
"where were they going?" 
"to get me food and my stuff and my mom something to get better with"
"wow she is still thinking about that even though she is with her daughter in the hospital about to have a baby? im sorry but that is fucked up i cant believe thats what she is thinking about i dont know what i would do"
"i know its bullshit that is why i want to get out of that fucking house"
"ill go see if we cant smoke" franky says
Not even 4 minutes later a nurse is in my room talking about me ordering lunch but i can go out if i really want to.
"yes please! ill order when i come back in" I say
"Okay but hurry we dont want that baby coming when you are outside"
I jump in a wheelchair and francine and my mom roll me out
mmmmm finally a cigarette "i have been so stressed" i explain
"its not good for the baby at all you just need to worry about you and him" says my mom
we finish the cigarette and go back in i am hungry as hell.

my mom asks if there is anything they can give me besides the epidural for pain since i was in so much pain they gave me 0.05 of phentinol me and my sister order i gave her the plate that my boyfriend would have been getting but he was still gone. It was about 11 am after the food arrived my sister and I just were talking away. the nurse come in and does another check  My boyfriend and dad walk in the room. "where the fuck have you guys been it took you forever!" "im sorry i went to get your stuff and it took longer then expected" "your fucking stupi.." the doctor walks in the door to explain that since i am going to be having a premature baby that i am going to have to have the baby in the OR and that only two people would be allowed. "really only two" i ask "yes because we dont want any one getting in the way" she says
"i have to think for a second"
she leaves the room i finish yelling at my boyfriend i go to the bathroom to go pee

"why does it feel like i still have to pee after i am already done?"i ask getting back into bed
no answer.
I turn the tv on.
i look at the clock oh my god it was almost 12:15
i have to go to the bathroom again i say
" number one or number two" franky asks
"number 2" crying with pain
"Nurse nurse " frankys says running out of the room
"she said she has to go number 2 i think she needs to get checked again"
they do the check im at 8cm